Showing posts with label Regency Christmas. Show all posts
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Sunday, December 23, 2012

My True Love Gave to Me…
…Twelve Drummers Drumming…
 
Chapter Twelve
Jeanette Ward
Pemberton Hall
Christmas 1814

            “The deuce, you say!  What have you done with the prince?” 
            Archduke Karl Ludovic, Captain of the First Arciene Life Guard of Vienna, leaned heavily on his walking cane in the gleaming ivory vestibule at Trenton House in London.  He glared at the harried butler as he waited for the poor man to divulge the whereabouts of the heir apparent of Austria, Prince Maximilian.  However, at nine and twenty, Max was beyond changing old habits and undoubtedly, slipping away to escape the constraints of his royal blood was by far his worst offense.                Karl sighed.  Max knew it was imperative he attend the Christmas ball at Pemberton Hall that evening.  With his father laying prone on his deathbed in Austria, the most eligible bachelor on the Continent was in dire need of a wife.  Austrian or not.  So where was he?  Devil take it, with his skill impersonating anyone he chose, Max could be anywhere. 
            From the steps of the London townhouse, the Archduke caught the sounds of his contingent’s horses stamping their feet in the snow to stay warm.  The annoying sound of twelve drummers drumming a military cadence thrummed in his head.
            “Damnation, can you drummers desist that infernal racket long enough to let a man think?” he growled over his shoulder.   As he made his way to his horse, snow crunching beneath his Hessians, it occurred to him where he might possibly find his reckless cousin.
            He grinned.  If he was rightthis time there would be bloody hell to pay when he found him!

*

            “Where are you Christmas?”
            Max glanced about the ballroom, his eyes searching for reminders of home.  It was late on Christmas Day and he missed the festivities surrounding the feast of St. Nicholas, and the smell of baked carp.  Last eve he and Karl had quietly wished each other Froliche Weihnachten, but it had been a poor substitute for a noisy home filled with family.   
He tried to enjoy the lighthearted atmosphere in the beautifully festooned ballroom where single-minded men and coy women were gathering to play bon ton games.  He knew he should have been among them.  His mother would probably succumb to a fit of pique when she heard of this latest escapade.  England and France were at war.  It was a time to know who one’s friends and enemies were, not for pursuing one’s own selfish agenda.  By the time he returned home, his father would have no more need for his deathbed, and his mother would insist he choose a bride and settle into a life of wedded bliss for the good of the country. 
“A king needs a queen, Maximilian.  You simply must stop stalling.”  His mother’s parting words echoed in his memory.
The day he ascended the throne would mark the end of playing his beloved violin for anyone other than himself.  Wives.  Thrones.  War.  These things would make up the better part of his life soon. 
But not today. 
A thin smile tugged at his lips.  His last night of freedom would be worth the small fortune it had cost to bribe the Duke’s violinist to allow Max to take his place.  Anxious to begin, Max tucked his borrowed instrument beneath his chin and lightly balanced the bow across the strings.  For tonight, he could be himself.  Just a man.  Just a musician. 
When the music began, as always, the call of the notes he loved so well drew Max into that magic place where he could escape the rigidity of his life, if only for a moment.  
Over the next hour as he played and watched beautiful women float by in the arms of their escorts, his thoughts drifted to Edwina Swann.   Was she here?  Was she with another, or would she be alone? 
He had seen the spirited young beauty a fortnight before as he had stopped by Almack’s to greet his uncle, Lord Strathburton.  Edwina had been leaving with her twin and their mother.  The twins were identical in nearly all ways with their beautiful, heart-shaped faces and dark auburn hair. But Edwina had caught his eye immediately, setting him aback.  He was not prone to impetuousness, and certainly not where women were concerned.  However, he couldn’t forget the wistful sadness he had glimpsed in her beneath the feigned lightheartedness as she passed close by, laughing gaily and chattering with her sister. 
A haunting melancholy lived in Edwina’s stunning evergreen eyes, and the sight had torn straight through his heart.  In that one moment he had seen into her soul and knew…surrounded by the bustle of court and the chaos of the ton, like him she felt utterly alone.  But she played her part well. 
His hadn’t been able to stop thinking about her, his gut telling him she could possibly be the one woman capable of not only understanding his needs, but she would possess the fortitude to stand by his side.  He looked forward to learning her secrets someday.  But not tonight.  Tonight he would say goodbye to a part of his world he would mourn as much as he would mourn the passing of his father.  Tonight, the music in Maximilan Francis Leopoldo Corvinus, Duke of Montrovia’s life would fade into memory like Christmases come and gone, and he would turn his face to the future, giving up the dreams of his youth. 
            He joined the quartet as they played waltzes and lively quadrilles, one after the other, savoring each moment.  As he was putting the finishing flourishes on a particularly spirited crescendo, Max’s blood hummed with excitement until an unwanted voice intruded.
            “There you are, you bloody bastard!”
            Damnation!  He nearly missed a note at the sound of his cousin’s voice. 
            Max allowed a decidedly wicked grin to slide into place.  Playing as he spoke, he whispered, “I was beginning to lose faith in your tracking abilities, Karl.  Losing your touch?”
            Karl stepped into view and fixed him with a look that could have forced the quills off a Christmas tree.  “You’re an idiot, man.  You do realize that, do you not?  Sitting in the corner, fiddling like a commoner.”
            Max shot an apologetic look towards his partners, his bow flying across the strings of his instrument as if talking while he played were something he did quite regularly.  “I do apologize for my cousin’s poor manners, gentlemen.” 
            To his cousin he took a more commanding tone, “Karl, you have one minute to turn around and leave me in peace.  I scarce have a moment to myself these days and confess I am quite enjoying myself.”
            Karl’s expression mirrored the frustration in his voice.  “I’m not leaving you!  I just found you!  Sire! 
            This time the look Max flashed his fellow musicians conveyed worry.  Karl knew he didn’t want to be discovered.  Not until he was damn well ready.  But the men were listening avidly even as they played.  Three sets of raised brows told him they had taken the bait Karl had purposefully flung into the water.  “Obviously this man is quite foxed, gentlemen,” Max laughed, handling the situation as he had a hundred others just like it in the past.  “However, for any man who disregards our conversation from this point forward, there will be ten pounds waiting at the end of the evening.  Agreed?”
            Not fools, to a man, they nodded.  Max turned his attention back to his cousin, calmly managing to perform and carry on a conversation simultaneously. 
            “Well played, Karl. Quite daring to try to publically compromise my masquerade  But I swear as your lord and king, I will marry you to Lady Margaurete the moment we step foot on Austrian soil.  You do not want to test me, cousin.”
            Karl visibly blanched, but didn’t back away.  “But how will you explain that the musician seen this evening will in truth be the king of Austria before spring arrives?”
            “Look around man.  No one notices the musicians.  And I would take it as a personal favor if you would join your peers and leave me be.”
            The song ended and the quartet signaled the need for a brief break. 
            Max pulled Karl aside.  Perhaps if he gave the blasted man a quest he would leave.  “If you want to be helpful, cousin, locate the Lady Edwina Swann.”
            Karl’s face lit up.  “You are enamored then?  Your mother will be beyond relieved!”
            “Yes, yes.  I can see the two of you planning the wedding as we speak, though I have yet to say a word to the girl.  Do as you wish, but do not come back until you’ve found the lovely Lady Swann.”
 *

            “Can you believe how wonderfully it all worked out, Edie?” Georgie asked breathlessly.  “David and I are to be married!  I owe it all to you…you quite saved me from a terrible life as Lord Tetterly’s wife.”
            Edwina Swann squeezed her sister’s hand, her heart swelling with happiness for Georgie, whose every breath continued the fairy tale began earlier that evening when she and Lord Barrington had discovered Christmas love.
            “Your David is indeed handsome, and an accomplished dancer, Georgie,” Edie agreed.  “I am quite sure you will be deliriously happy.  I cannot wait to dance at your wedding!”
            “But first, I promised that you would dance with the most handsome man at the ball this evening.  I cannot help but think my David is by far the most handsome, but I shall find a suitable partner for you who will sweep you off your feet!  I want you to be happy too, dear sister.  You deserve no less.”
            “Have you seen the violinist?  I must confess, I have never laid eyes a more beautiful man in my life.” Edwina’s eyes strayed toward the corner.
            “The violinist?  Edwina Swann, have you lost your senses?”  Lady Swann rebuked her sharply, moving closer to her daughters.  “Do you not realize that Prince Maximilian of Austria will be here soon?  Every eligible young lady here has been waiting for his arrival if they aren’t already on the arm suitors like your sisters.  What have I done wrong with you, child?  Mind you keep your eyes open for the prince and stop wasting your time mooning about over the paid help.  Handsome or not, the prince is who you need to be looking for.”
            As she wandered back to the nest of dowager duchesses, she muttered under her breath, “A musician.  Hmppf.  The Swanns would never survive such a scandal.”
            “Oh, Edie.  Pick another.  Please?” Georgie implored.  But Edie couldn’t hear her.  She was mesmerized.  In the corner the musician closed his eyes and lovingly cradled his instrument against his cheek, drawing from it the most hauntingly beautiful version of the Viennese Waltz a girl had ever heard. 
            “No.  I want him,” Edie replied simply.  He did not resemble any musician she had ever seen and her eyes had been drawn to him the moment she arrived..  She drank in the sight of his fine, straight, aristocratic nose and sharp, grey, wolfs eyes which promised their owner could seduce a woman from her chemise before she knew to what she had agreed.  Unruly locks of hair as dark as sin kissed his forehead in a tantalizing manner that left her dreaming of running her fingers through the sultry softness. 
            She turned to her sister. “You promised.  Can you help me? ”
            Georgie looked panic-stricken.  Her thoughts tumbled out as words. “But how, Edie? How can I arrange for you to dance with the violinist? That’s no small feat considering he is the one providing the music.” She inhaled several times, her expression still concerned. “And what if you get caught? Think of the scandal!”
            “Don’t look so terrified, sister.  It can be after the ball ends.  I’ll feign sickness and retire to my room.  You can simply bring the violinist there, and I shall have my dance.”
            “And mayhap steal a kiss or two?” Georgie grinned, and Edie could see that her sense of mischief had returned.
            “Or three…he does have such very kissable lips, does he not?”
            “Perhaps your plan might succeed after all.”
            “Ladies, I believe I have the next dance with the beautiful Lady Edwina?”  Mr. Granby appeared at Edie’s elbow and took her hand in his, pressing a feather light kiss across her knuckles. 
            “Of course,” Edie said, moving to join the rest of the dancers circling the floor.  Over his shoulder, she caught Georgie’s gaze and mouthed, “Hurry!”
 *
             “Take your filthy hands off me, you horrid cad!”
            Edie struggled in Nicholas Granby’s embrace as he trailed his hands up her sides, dangerously close to her breasts.  Instead he pulled her closer, smashing his lips against hers until she was forced to bite down hard.
            “Well, well.  You’re quite the nasty little chit, aren’t you?” he spat, releasing her lips but maintaining his cruel grip on her wrist.   “It will be an added pleasure to break you.  Too bad you didn’t let me chase your sister like I planned.  I’m not picky though…one Swann is as good as another for my purposes.”
            “Your purposes?” Edie gasped.  “You’re mad!  I’m going back inside, and if you touch me again, I shall scream!”
            “Good.  Scream all you like.  The sooner people find I’ve despoiled you, the sooner we can announce our engagement.” 
Desperate, Edie turned sharply, tugging to free herself.  The man was evil!  He meant to ruin her, force her into marriage.  And it would work too, damn his black soul.  Her father would have no recourse but to allow Granby to claim her.  She couldn’t scream, yet she had to do something—but what?
            “Let.  Her.  Go.”
            The chilling words came from behind, and a shiver ran up her spine at the deadly intent behind each menacing syllable. 
            “Go back to your place in the band, you wastrel, and stop interfering with your betters,” Nicholas sneered, his eyes riveted the direction he had dragged Edie only moments before.  “What I do with this chit is of no concern to you.” 
            Granby yanked Edie behind him, affording her the opportunity to see who spoke in her defense. 
            Her violinist stood a few feet away, his predatory eyes narrowed.  The unmistakable warning in them sent prickles skittering across her skin. 
            “As you wish,” the musician replied, turning to leave.  Edie’s heart sank.  But in the blink of an eye, he spun, wrapping an arm around Granby’s neck, choking the breath from him.  When her assailant’s grip went slack, Edie staggered back, rubbing her bruised wrist. 
            She couldn’t speak.  Couldn’t breathe.  She could only watch as the musician waited until Granby had nearly passed out before he released him.
            “I believe I just made her my concern, you bastard.  Now get out before I do more than slightly wind you.”
            His words were deadly calm, and Granby’s eyes widened in fear. The would-be social climber scrambled away, his hands clawing at his throat as he struggled for air.  Edie stood frozen, as Granby glanced her direction one last time.  Beneath the onslaught she shivered, until at last her attacker decided against whatever thought had flitted through his feeble mind.  Within moments he disappeared into the snowy garden shadows.
            Edie tried to release her breath, to calm her racing heart, but it thundered in her chest at the realization of what had occurred.  Her violinist had saved her!
            “Are you alright, sweetness?  Did he harm you?”
            The gentleness in his tone soothed Edie’s ragged nerves and she realized, in truth, she was no longer scared even though she did not even know her hero’s name.  She shook her head, the best she could manage with her teeth chattering from the frigid air.  Mr. Granby had dragged her outside against her will, not bothering to secure a wrap to keep her warm.
            “Here.  Allow me…”  He didn’t wait for an answer, slipping off his coat and draping it across her shoulders.  Before she could say a word, he scooped her into his arms, coat and all, and carried her through the front door and out of the cold.  She stared up at him, captivated by the square cut of his jaw and oh-so-naughty slant of his lips.  Gone were thoughts of Granby’s rough treatment.  In that moment she had eyes for only one man.  She snuggled closer into the safety of the violinist’s strong arms, content to stay there forever.
            “Egads, what are you about there, sir!  Explain yourself and take your hands off my daughter this instant!”
            Edie groaned upon hearing her father’s voice and peeked up at her rescuer, whispering, “This won’t be pleasant, my gallant knight.  Please trust me to handle my father.”  She sighed before voicing her next request. “Please put me down?”
            He flashed a wicked grin that transformed his face from that of formidable defender to irresistible rogue, and whispered, “And if I chose not to?  Will you squirm and wiggle away?  Mayhap you’d like to stay a bit longer?”
            A crowd gathered, pouring into the grand foyer from the ballroom.  Edie glimpsed Georgie and their mother, faces aghast, as they stood near the three French hens.  Of all the damned rotten luck!  Was a single glorious moment of happiness too much to ask?  One little moment with a man more handsome than the angels above.  Surely she could pretend he was her beau just long enough for a secret Christmas dance before she was shackled to someone she would most likely abhor for the rest of her days? 
            “What the devil...did you not hear me, you lout!  Release my daughter!  Who the blazes do you think you are, carrying her about like that?” 
            From the corner of his eye, Max saw a man desperately shouldering his way through the crush towards them.
            “My prince!” Karl cried, distracting Edie’s father and the rest of the assemblage, allowing Max to hold the beauty in his arms a few precious seconds longer.  “We’ve found you at last!”
            “Prince?” Edie breathed, her stunned bewilderment capturing Max’s heart in a way he never dreamed possible.  You’re Prince Maximilian?”  
            Max tightened his hold imperceptibly, letting her know she was still safe.  Could she trust him a moment longer?
            “So you have, Karl,” he agreed, reluctantly setting Edie on her feet.  His hand stayed possessively at her waist, and he noticed she did not move to dislodge it, rather settling more firmly against his side as if it were the most natural thing in the world to do so.  Her mother looked ready to swoon.  And the dowager, paragon of virtue and manners, stood to the side, her mouth gaping like a fish monger’s wife. 
            “But…you’re the violinist,” the older woman said, her voice stilted and confused.  “You can’t possibly be the prince.”
            “I assure you, madame, I am Prince Maximilian Corvinus, and this, is my cousin, Archduke Karl Ludovic.”
            “But…why would you pretent to be the violinist?  I…I don’t understand.” The dowager shuddered.
            Max laughed.  “Have you never done something simply for the pure joy of it?”
            “Your highness…” Karl warned.
            “I must highly recommend it, if you have not,’ Max went on, ignoring his cousin.  “For instance, can one possibly derive anything but joy kissing such a delectable creature as this?”  He tipped Edwina’s chin up with a finger. 
            Gazing with wonder into her trusting eyes, he swooped down to claim a kiss from her bow-shaped mouth, softly at first as their lips met, but when she placed her hands on his chest and leaned into him he deepened the kiss, drinking his fill of the gift she offered as if they were the only two people alive.  And in that moment, for him, they were.  He drew back and sought her gaze again, needing to know if the same emotions he felt coursed through her veins. In her sparkling evergreen eyes, he found his answer. 
 “I believe I’ve just dragged you into a bit of a scandal, my love,” he said, pressing another kiss to her temple.  “I fear I shall be beholden to ask your father for your hand, if only to save your reputation.”
“Saved by a handsome prince twice in the same night.  Could any girl be any luckier?” Edwina laughed, happiness filling her eyes.
Those around them cheered and Max swept Edwina close again.  He wanted never to take his eyes off his beautiful little swan.   This time his smile reached deep within. Had he ever felt such joy?  In Edwina Swann’s eyes he had found not only Christmas, but his home.  With her by his side, no matter where they were, neither of them would ever know a lonely Christmas again. 
As the music of love filled the lonely corners of his heart, Max vowed he would spend the rest of his life ensuring his beautiful wife was as happy as he was in that moment.

Join us again tomorrow for the conclusion of My True Love Gave to Me

Thursday, December 20, 2012


My True Love Gave To Me…
 
...Nine Ladies Dancing…
 
Chapter Nine
 
Debra Rogers

 
Pemberton Hall
Christmas 1814
 
     Smoothing the back of Lord Dominick Carrington’s coat of superfine for the third time, Fitzhugh, the gnarled valet he’d inherited from his father, stepped back to survey the newest Earl of Abernathy.
     Nick indulged the man though he couldn’t restrain the tick in his jaw at the fussing. He wasn’t a trussed up goose, fattened for Christmas dinner, for heaven’s sake. “Why must I attend this affair?” he groused. 
     The valet took a deep, patient breath. “Your late father never missed the Pemberton’s Christmas ball and your brother...pardon me, my lord––” Stopping abruptly, he peered above his bushy brows.
     “No, go on,” Nick encouraged the man, who bobbed his head in acquiescence. His brother’s death had sealed his fate. If you take the title, you must find a wife and make heirs. It wasn’t the making heirs part he detested, but the selection of a suitable wife. Somehow, that scared him worse than all the battles, military decisions and black, stormy seas he’d suffered through most of his adult life.
     “Tradition, my lord. The ton will be expecting you.” Nick heard the imperious tone of his father through the valet and cringed. Duty. He’d cut off his right leg to have his brother back. 
     He was the younger brother, the one destined to find his own way in the world. He had. Quite favorably. The military life suited him. 
     Marriage. He’d not given it much thought over the years, as it was his brother’s duty to marry and produce an heir. Life threw unbearable punches sometimes. 
     Until he’d met the Scottish lass. She was ever in the back of his mind, especially her irresistible laugh, her ever-present gaiety and in hospital, her healing hands.
     She had laughed when he said he thought he loved her. “Oh, sir, you’ll forget me the moment you return to your duties. The doctors say it is a quite common ailment to pine after your nurses or doctors.”
     They were wrong. He’d never forget her brogue. That lovely voice played in his head. She was wrong. He’d not forgotten her. He saw her flaming hair every morning at sunrise. And the freckles. He loved that she had freckles. He imagined them covering her body. He’d wanted to search them out, see if she had them everywhere.
     “You know very well my papa has me betrothed to the son of the Earl of Ross. I’ve told you that.” She clicked her tongue, yet she laughed at the same time. Her eyes sparkling with deviltry, she took his hand, whispered next to his ear as he lay on the cot, “Yet here, I’ll be your betrothed, if it hastens your healing.”
     Flipping up the window shade of the coach, Nick gazed appreciatively at the wintery scene on his way to the ball. Snow crunching, lights bouncing off the pearly white carpet and the clip-clop of the horses’ hooves, stirred memories of his childhood. Staring in wonder at a shooting star, he wondered where she was. Were it not for her betrothal, he’d have swept the tempestuous vixen off her feet as soon as he’d convalesced and found a vicar. Wed her on the spot. He’d never forget her infectious laugh. Never. Nor her brilliant emerald eyes and scathing wit. 
     He sighed deeply. How was he to find such a woman to replace her?

     A footman opened the door for him and more fussing ensued as he arrived at the front door. When the butler escorted him inside, warm scents of spices and evergreen boughs spiraled around him making him feel at home.
     Immediately upon arrival, his oldest childhood friend, another second son, Lord Lewis Huntington, brother to the Duke of Hastings, threw him a salute before sauntering toward him.
     “Thank God you’ve arrived,” Huntington said, clapping Nick hard upon a gamey shoulder. He flinched slightly, remembering his nights lying in hospital. No, that brought images of a fire-haired goddess whom he had no right quartering in his heart. He’d have to let her go, now that he was the Earl.
     “What? To save you from dancing with the gaggle of young ladies? Shall we step into the gardens? I could use a cigar.” He flicked his eyes around the vast ballroom, sparkling with sconce lights and happy chatter. He chuckled as he noticed Lady Swann in the middle of a large entourage, several of her daughters in tow. “I see there are still plenty of Swanns to go around.”
     “Quite right, old chap. All ready been to the gardens.” He grinned as their steps took them right to the edge of the dancing.  “And you are late. Time to take your punishment.” 

     Suddenly he was encircled by women. He could hardly breathe from all the perfume and fans flapping. Bloody hell. He’d rather face an entire garrison of Napoleon's finest than face these simpering women hunting for titles. He could cry off by mentioning the ague had come back. No, too cowardly for a soldier, now an Earl. He moaned.
     “Oh, did I step on your foot, my lord?” asked a gangly though buxom Lady Lilly Wrothringham, smiling coquettishly up at him. She jangled her dance card as close to his face as she could get.
     “No,” he lied. It took all his restraint not to hop about the ballroom on one foot while his healing foot throbbed. How would he get away from them? He looked for Huntington who had been pulled away by the Lady Rossgrove.
     The Duke of Pembroke’s youngest and fairest daughter, Lady Bridget Morningside, had Nick’s arm. Her gold-tipped, black fan flipped furiously. He smiled wanly into her huge brown eyes. She batted thick, black lashes provocatively. 
     When he found Huntington, he would kill him for leaving him as prey. 
     Miss Carissa Dewey’s bossom overfilled the square opening of her silver gown. She leaned close. Bile rose in his throat.
     “Is the war really over, Lord Carrington?” She shook her bountiful flesh teasingly under his nose. Her ample charms were damned close to his hand that Lady Theresa Sangrias had immobilized by clutching possessively at his other arm.
     What was a man to do? Seriously, did they expect him to dance with them all? He’d sooner walk into direct cannon fire. Over the heads of the young beauties, he spied the circle of mothers waiting to pounce once he’d selected one or another.

     “Certainly my Claire would be his best choice for a wife,” the Lady Dumont asserted to the circle of mothers eyeing the gaggle of young women surrounding the newest quarry.
     “Oh, you’ve got that all wrong. Lilly makes perfect sense. She’s younger, she’s accomplished at entertaining and that’s what he needs. A wife to give him many children and to entertain.”
     “But,” Lady Swann opined “he has a wide choice with my girls.”
     “Pish posh. You’re all out of line. He must select his own wife. Let the lad alone.”
     “Select his own wife! Are you daft?”
      All the women turned to look at the Duchess of Pemberton who had joined the chatter. Silence reigned.
     Resignedly, they flipped out their fans and smiled brightly, not saying a word. 

     “Nine ladies?”
     “Dancing,” the Lady Josephine Ralph said incredulously to her companion as she spotted the large group moving like a small wave away from them. Josie was a direct descendant of William the Conqueror’s chamberlain. Strong willed and well traveled, she’d no desire to marry. She asserted she would never marry, but her parents crossed their fingers she didn’t mean it, for she was their only daughter. “Nine ladies dancing attendance on that poor man who only just entered the ballroom. I saw him arrive. He was greeted by Lewis Huntington.”
     The two young women walked shoulder to shoulder, congratulating themselves on having escaped the Duchess of Pemberton who was acting as their chaperone in the absence of their parents. Growing increasingly busy greeting her guests, they had no trouble wandering away.
     “Let’s walk in the gardens!” Mackenna exclaimed impetuously. “I love the snow and you know how I loathe dancing.”
     “Yes, yes, we can go to the gardens, of course. But first let’s see what the disturbance is,” Josie said.  
     Both stood on tip toe trying to see the event, but alas the crowd thwarted their view. So they strayed toward the long table set with drinks.
     “Mackenna, you promised you’d tell me of your soldier.”
     The Lady Mackenna Douglas, niece to the Duchess of Pembroke, daughter of Her Grace’s baby sister, blanched. Why had she uttered a word? There was no sense in speaking of it. The man was gone. Long gone. Her heart ached recalling memories of him.
     “I didn’t understand what was happening when I nursed him, Josie.” She fingered the cool glass of the wine flute and sipped slowly. Her eyes filled with unshed tears that she blinked hard to squelch. “He exchanged banter such that I laughed until I cried. He stole my heart. What else is there to say?” She plucked at the yellow puffed sleeves of her gown. Bright ribbons circled the high waist. Fingering the ruby necklace her aunt had given her, she bit her lip. The ruby, resemblig the fiery shade of her hair, was a family heirloom, passed down for almost two hundred years. 
     “Aww, poor dear. I didn’t mean to make you sad.” She squeezed her friend’s  hand. Trying to change the subject, she brightened, lifting a sugary delicacy to Mackenna’s lips. “You must try these.”
     Makenna laughed. “Aunt had me sampling whatever she judged delectible earlier before anyone arrived.” Her hand went to her stomach. “I couldn’t eat another bite.”
     Josie popped it into her mouth.
     “I wish your mother could be here to see you.” Josie sighed, indelicately licking her fingers behind her fan. When she spied the dancers, she giggled unmercifully.
     “What?” Mackenna turned. The only thing she could see was the top of the same man’s head––it had to be because at least nine if not more ladies’ heads bobbed animatedly around his light blond curls––heading toward the table. He appeared to be overwhelmed by girls. “Maybe we should rescue him?” Mackenna offered.
     “How?” Josie snorted. Very unladylike. “Why ruin the fun? Besides, it’s one of the rakes, to be sure. One we don’t have to fight off.”
     Mackenna’s infectious laugh filled the air. “Why indeed?” Truth be told, Mackenna would rather be practicing with her bow and arrows. She’d brought her falcon to her aunt’s mews so she could hunt on the morrow.
     As if they had heard Josie, suddenly the Lords Farquharson, Hardcastle and Preston, rogues each and every one, joined the two women. 
     Lord Andrew Preston bowed over Makenna’s hand and held it tightly. “My lady, let’s dance.”
     She rolled her eyes. Of all the men here, Lord Preston churned her stomach the least. Giving Josie a look of resignation, she defiantly let the man lead her onto the dance floor. He held her too tight. When she pushed back, he put his lips into her hair next to her ear. “Come outside with me. We can have more fun there.”
     She pinched his under arm, hard, and he stepped back, eyes ablaze. “Maybe later, sir.”
     Zinnette Warwick held tenaciously to the arm of the man she’d decided she wanted to marry. They had danced twice and now she had his sole attention after scaring the other girls away.
     “My throat is parched, sir,” she cajoled.
     “Wait here. I’ll bring drinks.” 
     When he returned, she steered him out of the ballroom. He limped slightly and she guessed he could use some rest. With her. In the library. Alone.
     Allowing him to push the heavy, library door completely open, Zinnette thrilled to find it empty except for hundreds of books and a roaring fire. Spotting the settee, she sat and patted the seat next to her. He smiled, falling easily into her trap. 
     Laying a hand on his chest, Zinnette leaned in close, gazing seductively into his golden eyes. “I like you, Dominick Carrington. Thank you for the dances.” She hoped her eyes suggested more than she was saying. If he kissed her, she would take him to her mother and spring the ruse.
     Just as she’d desired his lips descended and took hers softly, almost chastely. He deepened the kiss and she melted. She had him. She knew it.

     “You must meet my mother, Nick,” Zinnette said breathlessly, when he broke the kiss.
     He let her take his hand and lead them back to the festivities. The kiss had stirred nothing in him, but it hadn’t been unpleasant. He sighed resignedly. He supposed of all the sea of girls, Zinnette was the least obnoxious. Calling on her might be absorbing, might even hold some fascination if he could scare up some interest. Other women had to have admirable traits like his Scottish lass possessed. It would be a beginning.
     To meet Zinnette’s mother, he pasted a smile on his face, a smile he was sure looked more like he was going to an execution. He barely heard the words exchanged. He nodded. He kissed the mother’s hand. He pretended to listen to Zinnette’s babbling to her mother, but his ears were tuned to the conversations around them.
     He heard a laugh above the chatter. A jolt of shock waves sparked through his body like a man had just fired a rifle a foot from him. 
     His eyes darted about the room. Searching. No one else’s laugh sounded so inviting, so enticing. So provocative. He knew that laugh. He would never forget it. It haunted his very existence.  
     His heart lurched when she came into view. The woman in his dreams, who owned that laugh, followed Preston to the dance floor.  
     She was a glowing vision in yellow silk, her hair of fire piled high on her head. She floated across the floor like an angel, as she had in hospital. Formal attire accentuated her lovely form, but her spirit and that laugh pulled all his heart strings. Shredded them, in fact.
     Before he knew it, Zinnette, who smiled boldly up into his eyes, had pulled him into the dance. Three dances were unprecedented. Unless––“Oh, I’m so glad we’re courting!” Zinnette gushed.
     Courting? What? When had that silly notion come about?
     Then they changed partners.
     Suddenly he had her in his arms. Makenna. Time stopped. Tremors rumbled through them both.
     Her breathing came fast, encouraging him. He reacted first and dragged her tight into his arms, pulled her in too close. But he only had her for so long.
     “I never thought to see you again.”
     “Nor I,” she murmured, their eyes locking. The top of her hair smelled like white jasmine. And heather. His Scottish lass. He breathed deep, hardly believing she was in his arms.
     His heart lurched. “How do you happen to be here?” It took all his control to keep the incredulity out of his voice.
     “My aunt is the Duchess,” she barely whispered over the music. 
     His heart sank. She was only here visiting relatives. Her husband must be close or on business.
     He swung her in ever widening circles until they switched partners. The feel of her in his arms scalded his resolve. He still wanted her, husband or no. He would offer to set her up as his mistress. He had to see her. Feel her. Know her. Any way that he could.
     When they came together again, he was determined not to let her go until he knew she was his. She spoke first. “I thought you would stay in the thick of things on the continent.”
     “I did.” His gaze drank in the lightening, the flames, the woodlands––all the colors lighting her hair. He wanted to pull the clips holding it up, loosening it to cover her shoulders, her arms, her back. 
Her breathing came in short hitches accentuating her freckled breasts threatening to spill out of her dress.
     She blushed under his scrutiny. A pink to scarlet blush, sending expectations to his blood. He wanted to keep her. How was he to go about it though?

     Her hands slipped around his neck, fingering the golden locks covering his cravat. “You appear to be well rested. No more regimental duties?”
     He shook his head. “My brother died. I was called home.” 
     She drew in a quick breath. Oh, dear Lord. He was the Earl. All the women, the attention. It all made sense. He had to pick a wife. Had he picked a wife? Was she too late?
     “I––I’m sorry to hear that.”
     “I thought I’d never get through it. Then you appeared. Where is your husband, Lady Mackenna?”
     She laughed her infectious laugh, filling his heart with joy. She leaned on tip toes trying to reach his ear, ignoring the whispers and the fact that they were standing still while others danced. “I told him I couldn’t marry him, because I’d fallen in love with someone else. And it just wasn’t fair to any of us.” 
     He hugged her tight and spun her round and round. She squealed delightedly. Then he kissed her, under the mistletoe. He would never forget how the crush of her soft breasts felt against his chest the moment he knew she was his. Forever.